from a wonderful friend

I just read your blog for Saturday. So I had to go read about Russell, how sad. I want to give you something, I have never shared this with anyone before and you can certainly pass it on if you would like. I wrote this many years ago and it just seems to fit: On this world that spins so fast, we can hope all good things will last.But the reality that we all know, to often we must all let go.Push past the pain and loneliness, block out that throbbing in our chests.Hold our heads ever so high, fight the tears and try not to cry.Walk straight and proud like nothings wrong, and show the world that we are strong.But if for one single day, I could take some things away.I'd take back your hurting and loneliness, and mend the heart within your chest.I would never let you wonder why, and I'd wipe each tear that you did cry.There are so many answers we will never know, like why it hurts so bad when we must let go.All to often the "good things" in life must end, and I'm sorry for the pain it has caused you, my friend. BillieJO

Thank you BillieJo,
I am at home today with a migraine and I just thought I would check my mail,
I am hurting in the head from all the conbfusion that is out in this wonderful world today. I think so much and I worry so much. I think that is why my head hurts today.

Why do people lie? Are they trying to get attention that they never had or is it becasue they had always had it and are addicted too it. There are so many people hurting today and why would anyone want to make them out to be worse off then anyone else. I am sick tod.ay and I can't stand it. I took my medication Imatrex so that I start to feel better because I don't like to feel bad. I don't understand why anyone would want to feel bad... The risks are so high for someone who lies.. I teach my children to not beafraid to tell the truth. Is lieing a disease? I think it is.... I am leaving it at that I am going to go lay down and let me medicine work so i can be normal again because i like being normal and feeling good....
oh I finished the book grace this weekend and pasted it on to a friend I loved it.....